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halloween photo
03:50
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Isn't it crazy how you think
you know someone so well farewell
I should've realized sooner I was temporary
We sit around I hear a sound it's a woman alone
I should've seen the reason why I felt like I died
a little soon we're in you're room my body's shakin' cold
I had to leave to go retrieve the life that I once loathed
I tried to give you the words that I knew
would keep you here but you just ran
I'm not the guy who would deny you
what you say you want but it's not right
Alone at night I can't sleep without you
Alone at night
Alone at night I can't sleep without you next to me
"We moved too quick," but that's a fixable problem
Just cut the shit I wanna get to the bottom of it
I know you feel like I was still the reason why
Your passion's gone, it's been so long, your plants are dry
You read us all wrong
You read us all wrong
You read us all wrong
You read us all wrong
Your words, they cut through my bones
The wounds will heal
I drive to isolate my life from standing still
The look in your eyes, a photo on Halloween
A part of YOU died that night
Just like me
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it's buried
03:25
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It's buried in my soul
the fear of dying alone
How to not think about it
as you're growing old
But it's buried
You spin me around
It's the reason I sway
You bring me down
You pass me around
and it's the reason I stay
confused inside my hole
'Do what I'm told
But I'm squeezed and suffocated
You seem to have it all figured out
Our feelings aren't related
It won't happen to me
But it's buried in my
In my soul
In my soul
In my soul
In my soul
But I'm squeezed and suffocated
You seem to have it all figured out
Our feelings aren't related
It won't happen to me
But it's buried in my soul
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vanilla scent
03:43
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I worked 10-9
I wanna get high
but I can't now
that I've met you
Don't move
your skin's so smooth
I don't mind
the light in my eye
I hope that you'll
give me a cause
It's our own pace we set
I love it when you get excited
The VCR's on
the previews are long
Could you read the subtitles
My eyes are weak
Vanilla Scent
Do I need a mint?
It's the Beatles in the background
staring me down
I don't wanna leave
But it's 6:30 in the morn'
and my eyes feel heavy
I don't wanna work
or be a jerk but my arm's asleep
and we're not uttering any words
But that's okay
I'm content if you are
I don't wanna leave
but it's 7:16am and my bones are fatigued
I don't wanna leave
But I know you'll be the end of me
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preoccupied
04:01
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You don't know my name
I don't play your games
Just get to the point real soon
A good day I won't let you ruin
Preoccupied with what others say
They're not around at the end of the day
Your windshield's covered in rain
Worried reflections in the glass
Bent on a routine it seems
it keeps you typecast
It's the land that makes life possible
is the same that make men hostile
Preoccupied with their cynic words
I can't deny that some of it's good
But it's O.C.Debauchery
Without light it's just stars
I'm surprised we've come this far
Trees and wind bring me back again
to memories of being a kid
It's hard to delineate
'cause it fades gradually
When all is said and done
You don't know my name
and signs show disdain
You're motivated by greed
It's the waves controlled by the Moon
I'm insignificant too
Preoccupied with what others need
Too hard on yourself just let it be
But don't take advice from me
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Between the heat and the bitter frost
Count all the things you've lost
Stashed aside in all corners of the globe
Newspapers soaked in rain
The letters dripping down your veins
The air is grey and I can't believe
you'd rather leave than stay for free
Between the heat and bitter frost
Between the heat and bitter frost
Amidst a stubborn fog
resist the ticking clock in the background
of the left side of your brain
Now, don't complain today
Walk down an unknown street
Head hung low fixed on your feet
It's a dreaded tarot card with a blackened heart
You missed the headlights staring at the stars
Between the heat and bitter frost I found you
Between the heat and bitter frost
With your head held up high
Kick dirt, it hurts
But at least you tried
You say you wanna rest
Is that all you've to do
You're barely half-dressed
But sleep in shoes
You say you wanna rest
You say you wanna rest
You say you wanna rest
You say you wanna rest
Between the heat and bitter frost
Count all the things you've lost
Stashed aside in all corners of the globe
and now you're soaked in rain
There's letters dripping down your veins
The air is grey and I can't believe
you'd rather leave than stay for free
Between the heat and bitter frost
Between the heat and bitter frost
I found you cracked in two
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transient
03:00
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surrounded
04:37
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You're surrounded
You're surrounded
You're surrounded
You're surrounded
You're surrounded
What you think you know
is just for show
I see it in your eyes
We locked heads and that set you off
Another drink I had to think of how
I'm getting home again on the road
On that Highway 17
In the basement we're having fun
We drank and sang and played the keys
as 1am rolled around again
You know what I mean
You need to stop and think
of what you've done don't you
When'll you realize that you had
no dreams at all it's no surprise
Do you wanna slip away
For just one moment's all I need
When I'm next to you
I just can't control myself
When I'm next to you tonight
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on a sleeve
03:18
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I'll drive into a wall
if it'll stop the pain
that won't go away
You're mad and how is that
It's not the way it goes
It's not the way it goes
On a sleeve I wore my heart out again
Fallen leaves hide a Summer gone
but well spent
I've tried to run and hide
In my apartment I stay
as the broken record plays
You laugh the polygraph
It don't apply to me
You can save your honey for his tea
On a sleeve I wore my heart out again
Fallen leaves hide a Summer gone
but well spent
This is a rant of common sense
with proper tense I've gotten out
this lull I'm in
It leaves doubt in mind
of all the time I've spent
thinking aloud
I've tried to run and hide
In my apartment I stay
as the broken record plays
You laugh the polygraph
It don't apply to me
You can save your honey for his tea
On a sleeve I wore my heart out again
Fallen leaves hide a Summer gone
but well spent
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too many people
03:52
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Empty parking lot
I throw my bottle in the air
just to hear it break
It's a metaphor the life I've made
He's a transient on the sidewalk
who skateboards along
not knowing who's watching on
Too many people are bringing you down
They're unsatisfied with their situations
Too many people are bringing you down
When I'm wrong and you're right
You can't change me
You cannot change me overnight
This night is long
Why must we fight
You can't change me
You cannot change me overnight
Too many people are bringing me down
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10. |
rewind the movie
04:13
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I've spent a lot of time
thinking of you
You're a good friend of mine
I wanna know the truth
Am I the best thing that you've got
Am I the best thing that you've got
Am I the best thing
She doesn't know herself
so how could she like me
I sit here in Hell
from the choices I must make
You're the best thing that I've got
You're the best thing that I've got
Let's send them away
'cause you're the best thing
The movie ended and the lights went off
as you pulled me closer to your side
I wanna rewind
Striking out is second nature to me
I got shot down at the age of 3
I missed the warnings
the flashing lights
I've spent a lot of time
thinking of you
You're a good friend of mine
I wanna know the truth
Am I the best thing that you've got
While they're away
You're the best thing that I've got
Let's send them away
You're the best thing
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my my
04:26
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My look what I've found
It was you in this ragged town
I'm nervous lately sometimes
I'm not perfect and baby you're right
I wanna pick an orange from a tree
I don't care if it's rotten
as long as you're with me
I wanna steal a kiss at the lake
I made a big mistake
My look what I've found
It was you in this ragged town
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kodiakoma Portland, Oregon
Jeff Nakashian is a multi-instrumentalist making music under the moniker Kodiakoma. He grew up in Alaska, came of age in California & has been performing in Portland since 2007.
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